POEM: GRIEF!!

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of water.- RIVAROL

 When the sun sets,and the moon comes out bright,
'tis when the mood's set.
I inhale deep, the cool night's breeze,
just  to take you in,then close my eyes to meet you in my dreams.

In this world built on memories,stands your heart,
the only home i know,
my dream now seems real...a deadly game to me,
if it ends with me in your arms,my life ceases to be.

I hear your voice,your calling out to me,
I need to see you,your the reason why my heart beats,
I walk these deserted streets of emotions,following your voice,
It's now level two of this game,i can't wake from this dream.

Am now on a lane called occasions,
reminiscing the special moments we shared,
feeling warm at happy bends,freezing within as i advance in this game,
If i find you before this dream ends,i die with you,
If time elapses before i reach you,am doomed to play the game every time i lay to rest,
your voice bids me to follow,
Which path should i tread?

The level's complete,am on stage 3,
The scene is set,our wedding day,
Different from others,i must admit,
I vowed from my soul,
"even in death i shall love thee"
Is this why you torture my slumber my love?
Does this mean i must be where thou art to be in peace?
The kids need me to move on,but i need you breath.

We're in the same room,facing each other,
Our past quickly spins out of sight,
The only thing between us is our desire to embrace the other,
Should i or should i not?
The clock's ticking,it's almost time,
should i let time pass in your arms or should i bear this torture each night?